Market scope note: This article draws on sources from both Korea and the United States. Each piece of information is marked in the text with 🇰🇷 Korea or 🇺🇸 U.S. to indicate which country it applies to.
When a spouse first falls ill, many people do not fully grasp the situation at the outset. They think of it as 'a rough patch' and quietly tend to their partner — until one day they look up and realize they have become a 'caregiver.' A relationship lived as husband or wife for decades has, almost imperceptibly, shifted its center of gravity into one of caregiving. The change happens quietly, and it is precisely that quietness that makes it so disorienting.
Spouse caregivers carry a structurally different burden than adult-child caregivers. 🇺🇸 U.S. A 2025 study published in the Scandinavian Journal of Caring Sciences found that spouse caregivers constantly move back and forth between a 'spouse identity' and a 'caregiver identity,' and that the more they perceived cognitive and relational changes in their partner, the more strongly they identified with the caregiver role. Notably, the stronger that identification, the lower their sense of well-being tended to be. For adult-child caregivers, a distinction between their role and their parent's role exists from the beginning; but for spouse caregivers, a relationship that was once between equal partners begins to tip in one direction, giving rise to an inner turmoil that is genuinely hard to bear.
🇺🇸 U.S. A study published in Health Economics (2025) found that as the intensity of spousal caregiving increases, depressive symptoms rise sharply, and that the transition to high-intensity caregiving raises the likelihood of developing major depression in both men and women. 🇺🇸 U.S. According to the 'Caregiving in the US 2025' report by AARP and the National Alliance for Caregiving, there are approximately 63 million family caregivers in the United States — an increase of nearly 50% compared to 2015 — and approximately one in five (20%) rated their own health as 'fair or poor.' 🇰🇷 Korea The 보건복지부 (Ministry of Health and Welfare) 치매실태조사 (National Survey on Dementia), as reported by the 한국요양보호협회 (Korea Care Workers Association), found that 45.8% of family members of community-dwelling dementia patients reported feeling a caregiving burden, with financial strain rated as the greatest difficulty. These figures apply just as fully to spouses as to adult children — and perhaps even more deeply.
🇺🇸 U.S. A 2024 study in the Canadian Journal on Aging examined in depth the experiences of husbands caring for wives with dementia; these men found themselves constantly redefining their roles, caught between 'remaining a husband' and 'becoming a caregiver.' 🇰🇷 Korea Korean research (가족과 문화 (Family and Culture), 2009) likewise noted that in spousal caregiving, the intimacy and mutual recognition of roles from the prior marital relationship greatly shape the quality and meaning of care — and that when that relational history is absent, spousal caregiving can become the most isolating and burdensome form of care there is. In other words, the pain of spouse caregivers often arises not so much from the volume of caregiving labor as from the transformation of the relationship itself.
🇺🇸 U.S. Another 2025 study in the Scandinavian Journal of Caring Sciences found that the more spouse caregivers felt their partner was changing cognitively and relationally, the more they experienced an identity confusion captured in the feeling: 'I am changing too.' The sense that the 'we' who once made decisions together has narrowed to 'I' — and the feeling of being lonely even while at someone's side — are emotions unique to the spouse caregiver. There is a name for these feelings. In academic literature they are called 'ambiguous loss': the grief that comes from losing, little by little, the person you once knew, even as that person remains alive.
So what can be done? First, do not suppress the confusion and sense of loss you feel by telling yourself it is not normal. The shakiness in your sense of self that comes with being a spouse caregiver is also evidence of how serious and real your marriage has been. Next, be careful not to be entirely consumed by the role of 'caregiver.' You are still a spouse, and you are still an individual. Holding onto one hobby, or one stretch of time to walk alone, becomes the very strength that sustains the relationship. And if at all possible, seek out a support group specifically for spouse caregivers. 🇺🇸 U.S. The 알츠하이머협회 (Alzheimer's Association) offers dedicated support groups and online counseling for spousal caregivers. 🇰🇷 Korea 치매안심센터 (Dementia Care Centers) and local 보건소 (public health centers) also provide family caregiver counseling programs — please reach out to check what is available in your area.
Sources: AARP & National Alliance for Caregiving, 'Caregiving in the US 2025'; Health Economics, Ailshire et al., 2025 ('Mental health impacts of spousal caregiving intensity in the US'); Scandinavian Journal of Caring Sciences, Westrelin et al., 2025 ('Caregiver Identity and Perceived Partner Changes'); Scandinavian Journal of Caring Sciences, Westrelin et al., 2024 ('He is changing, but I'm changing too'); Canadian Journal on Aging, 2024 ('Being a Husband and Caregiver'); 보건복지부 치매실태조사 (한국요양보호협회 보도, 2023); 이순미·김혜경, '남성노인의 배우자 돌봄에 대한 연구', 가족과 문화 제21권 4호 (2009).
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